Dad, I hope someday you'll know 'bout that. Not merely know, but also understand. This is all my heart revolt, that I could never say by my own mouth.
First. I dont like if I'm being compared to another people's children. This is me, myself, not theirs. I have what characterized of myself. I know Im not good like them, Im stupid, and Im nothing for you. But I'll still be myself and keep to try all the best I can do. But would you believe it?? Did you know that what you did really hurt me so?? I feel useless anymore, 'cause you're more proud of another people's children than your daughter.
Second. I hate it when you're too curb me. I have a right to be free, I have a right to do what I want, I have a right to explore what in my mind. But you never understand it all, you always obtrude yourself, you never going to understand what I want. Please dad, I'm not a kid anymore, I'm already 17 years old, I know where the extent up of the freedom. I want to learn to be able to decide what the best for me. I want to be independent Dad.
Third. I dont like when you snapped me every day. Example, when I'm eager to study, you always remind me to study with snap tone. Did you know? It wont give me a spirit to study, it just make down and badmood. I need a spirit from you Dad. Not screaming. I want to be encouraged by you tenderly.
Yeah, this is just a little outpouring of my heart. It'll be continue.
Thank you for reading this and sorry if there are some mistakes.
Regard, Chenchen ;)
Third. I dont like when you snapped me every day. Example, when I'm eager to study, you always remind me to study with snap tone. Did you know? It wont give me a spirit to study, it just make down and badmood. I need a spirit from you Dad. Not screaming. I want to be encouraged by you tenderly.
Yeah, this is just a little outpouring of my heart. It'll be continue.
Thank you for reading this and sorry if there are some mistakes.
Regard, Chenchen ;)
